Caleb Selah and I were back in NJ for a wedding, and we're finally back "home" in TN. It's a very bizarre feeling to know that this is where I live now. Being back in familiarity for a little bit for the wedding was strange. Something so familiar feels like home, but it's not right now. That's alarming.
I never forgot hearing at Greenville after my first trip back to NJ that home is not a place, but wherever you are.
It made me feel less unsettled then, because I felt overwhelmed about how two places felt equally serene in my heart.
Again, I find myself replaying this scene in my new house as opposed to my dorm room in Greenville.
Home is a lot of things. Today it's rather confusing.
Right now, the home I need to accept is where I am. Here's to settling hopefully settling in!
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