Odd

As I've considered my life lately, and I've found something...

My life is so odd right now. But what in the world is normal, anyway? Life is always changing. It is never consistent. Seriously, it's always new.

I just want to consider my life not my own. I want to think of myself more as a participant than someone who wholly dwells in this flesh and these bones.

It's relieving.

When I relax and just cave into God being the only Sustainer of life, I don't feel so much pressure to maintain so much of myself. I'm off the hook, because the line never cast to me anyway.

There is so much pressure in life. And I am so sick of it. I don't want to live my life like that.